UNACCEPTABLE TRUTH

“He wasn’t normal”,

Words were out without

Knowing what they meant?

I was devastated,

World seem caught up in a hurricane.

Air around me shrinked

I cried for help unable to breath.

I struggled for air,

Like a fish out of water.

She was my angel,

Winds for my boat to sail.

Every time I saw him,

My imagination swam

In the ocean with a hope,

To Get a log for support.

He wasn’t insane,

Insane or sane

Are just words to describe person.

He was lot more better than sane,

Away from trauma

Of facing wicked world.

Always in his own world.

She had a magic word called patience

And I was driven by a rush,

Eagerness to enjoy hearing first words

Spoken by him.

Days turned to months,

Months to years,

Never heard a woosh from him.

She lit joy & spirit

Postiveness in me.

The day when I heard him speak

Earth turned out to paradise

Visualized GOD in him.

Day I spent seeing him play

And work .

Felt proud knowing he was THE BEST

In his work

In a sane’s so called WORLD.

I see them both still cling

To each other

And smiling at me

With gleam and sheer happiness.

I see MY PRECIOUS CHILD

And remember my childhood

Envying his LUCK

And GIFT OF GOD.

ROLL THE DICE!!!!

Just roll ur dice

flip ur coin

place ur bets

bet for the odds

see the wondrous

results.

words never had meaning

when placed side by side

whole thing is clear

as fresh water.

Start A game of children

blinds are up

holding the stranger

i walk aisle

to take an oath

from depth of my heart.

I roll my dice

and flip the coin.

Wished for the better future

clutching a coin in one hand

and

His hand in another.

I feel butterflies flying

in my stomach

im dancing and shouting

hurrayyyyyyyyyyy!!

i met him ,THE STRANGER

im aint going to be tense.

become weak

im going to enjoy and end the journey

along with him.

I roll the dice

flip the coin

having both faces

SAME.

RACE

I torch myself with dozens of doubts

Torment the pond ,dropping a pebble

Swirls of questions arise from its centre

Fountain of thoughts jetting out

Surround me up .

I walk along a busy street

Feel so cold and numb

I try to speak and be dumb

I hear nothing,words seems ambiguous.

Light fights darkness, hope battles fear

I move towards a thunder of lightening

Sounds of worry drag me to dark room

Im back to abandoned street

Wandering with my bare feet.

Life turns baseless

Making it

Turn upside down.

I flip a coin, see

it

Trying to rest ,revolving around itself

Along an imaginary axis.

I have a glimpse of a rising tide,

A kid swimming along with it

Moving on surfing board

I laugh hugely and start to race

In its direction to reach the end.

I run towards the horizon

In the hope to reach it.

I rush to mirages

helpless

I Drop like a feather on ground

Surrounded by dunes of sand

But

I rise high to reach the stars

Without fearing the failure.

CONQUERING DEATH

I fall apart

After

Awakening a dream.

Words become my only mean

To express the feel beneath.

Seasons change

Springs comes, brings joy

Time seems slipping

From my fist.

Winter comes along with icy sorrow.

I wander on snowy ,cold

Endless mountain.

Shadows of dark

Sweep grounds I lay

I shut my eyes tight

Of fright.

Their comes a nightingale

Sings for me.

I smile inside

and

stand high

facing u smiling

with a wand ,

in hand.

i just flick

make u weak.

I see no fear

War ends without a fight

Blood turns to liquid

Of love.

I stretch my hands broad

Welcoming rays of hope

And drops of joy

Bidding farewell, I wink

To him with joy.

A RENDEZVOUS WITH STREET LAMP

Night crept slowly

Engulfing day bit by bit

Gentle breeze brings sweet aroma

I stroll on to known lanes

Escorted by twilighting stars and moon

I began my adventurous journey

I end one path and begin another.

I approach him unknowingly

He starts flickering to get noticed.

Glowers bright at my sight

Showing his delight

Dim’s his brightness as if someone suched his light.

Colours drain from his face

As I pace

Away from him.

I change my path and move towards him

Like someone cast a spell on my feet.

He stares at me ,

With piercing bright eyes.

We start sharing our unsaid feelings.

Everything seems to be worthless.

Time encroaches slowly

And

I bid him farewell

With promises of meeting again.

I woke up from my warm bed

Amusing about my rendezvous

With

STREET LIGHT.

Their wasn’t any pain,

Struggle seemed to be just

In stories

Spring was all over

Full of joy and gay.

Seasons swept,

Flower turned to fruit.

Time was joyful ride.

It was the most dreadful night

Sprang from depths of darkness

Snatched scent and taste

Leaving just a aromaless fruit.

she was thrown in new world

Snatched , rolled in dirt

Picked up by anyone

Tasted by everyone.

Darkness creeps towards her

Slowly entails her

Ripping and tearing her apart

Leaving soulless life.

She lies on a heap of trash

Stretches her hands for hope.

Prays for mercy.

But

Angels walk away from her.

She sits in a room

Frightened , crying for help.

Invain

It comes again and again

sucks her soul

Leaving hopeless.

I watch her suffer

Without a tear

I wonder and ask myself

Whose soul is dead?

Mine or hers.

I watch her pray and hope

Gay for all.

BIGGEST MISTAKE OF GOD

I was sleeping in an eclosed world,

experiencing the warmth,

dreaming a place beautiful & vivid.

My excitment was magnifacient,

thinking of mysterious journey to begin.

Iwas out atlast,

breathing and sensing diffrent things.

I was eager to know

& see things for which i vowed.

Time passed like sand in a hour glass.

disgusted with surroundings,

dismayed by the way things turned out.

I set myself on a excavation,

to assess my part in destruction.

I saw man competing with everyone,

noticed games played for sheer satisfaction,

without knowing to end it calmly.

visoned drops of unkown material

draining nature's color.

Dumbstruck by knowing the truth,

Witnessed man trying to unfold secrets

committed another mistake

and never tried to rectify.

I found myself in a dark room

trying to find ray of light

but instead i witnessed

myself banish every way

hope and door to reach for light.

I observed man trying to help

people in dismay,

instead tunred him to terroise himself.

I continued my journey with a hope,

I observed man never learned from mistakes of past.

inturn made more unfathomable things again,

harming those mute creatures.

i ask GOD" if u knew

this wuld happen

Why did u create wonderful creation called 'MAN' ?"

which evreyone say beaming

with a spark of pride in their eyes.

I say"HE committed a big mistake

which inturn destructing his beatiful creation".